No loss no gain. kind of a bummer, but I am pretty sure I know why. Hopefully this week I can make up for it.
This past week I have had trouble with that whole sleeping thing. I'm always tired no matter how much sleep I get. :( I have been struggling with waking up pretty much as long as I can remember. I have this one memory of being woken up for school when I was in like 1st or 2nd grade, and I fell asleep in front of my closet, and my mom left me there and took everyone else to school. I woke up and she was gone! It was more dramatic then how it sounds! As I am writing this it doesn't seem that bad, but I was traumatized. And then all through high school my sister Mandy had the pleasure of waking me up everyday. To this day, it makes me grouchy if I am not woken up correctly because she used to wake me up in a very angry way lol. Anyhoo.... it's a problem. I stay awake all through the night sometimes because I am afraid I will miss something the next day if it's early in the morning and that makes me exhausted, and then the day after that I sleep for like 20 hours. As my mom says I have my days and nights mixed up. My doctor put me on this sleep hygiene stuff but I think I need to look into some kind of meds, just to get me in the rhythm.
This past week I have had trouble with that whole sleeping thing. I'm always tired no matter how much sleep I get. :( I have been struggling with waking up pretty much as long as I can remember. I have this one memory of being woken up for school when I was in like 1st or 2nd grade, and I fell asleep in front of my closet, and my mom left me there and took everyone else to school. I woke up and she was gone! It was more dramatic then how it sounds! As I am writing this it doesn't seem that bad, but I was traumatized. And then all through high school my sister Mandy had the pleasure of waking me up everyday. To this day, it makes me grouchy if I am not woken up correctly because she used to wake me up in a very angry way lol. Anyhoo.... it's a problem. I stay awake all through the night sometimes because I am afraid I will miss something the next day if it's early in the morning and that makes me exhausted, and then the day after that I sleep for like 20 hours. As my mom says I have my days and nights mixed up. My doctor put me on this sleep hygiene stuff but I think I need to look into some kind of meds, just to get me in the rhythm.
(awww! Mandy on the left and Me on the right)
That is a very cute picture of the two of you - She seems so much bigger than you though.
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